Ummmmmmm..... sup everybody? Uh, I gusse I'm kind-of a closed person and such. I write and sometimes draw. Gotta love anime (Yay Japan!) favs have to include: Inuyasha (hehehe), Akira, Kenshin, Cowboy Bebop, Ninjatica (prolly spelled wrong, heheh, bad speller), and many more. Love music, want band NOW! Trying to get one, but ya know..... I've posted alot of my lyrics, none of my poems or stories, maybe I'll do those soon. I don't know what else to say, cept.... hi, my name is Kyle Barrows, I'm 16, and was born on June 23. Ummmm.... friends sometimes call me stitch and I am here now.... so hi!
Okay... lets start from the begging, my mom is a total bitch. Heavy drinker and inconsiderate, uncaring cunt... anyway some seven years (i was nine and maybe a half) my mom went to an office party and got wasted off her fat ass. She decided in her intoxicated state to fuck one of her coworkers without a condom... pregnacy. Months later my little bitty baby sister Erica was born. I love Erica to death and when she came into this world I promised nothing would ever happened to her that happened to me, not while i'm fucking breathing. My Mom was drunk during the birth, so I told my gradparents to take advante of that obvious neglegent act and get legal gurdianship over Erica. They did and won it. They sent to live with my grandma's sister or cousin or something... Bonnie and Gordy, they're both real nice. They live in Massachusetes and own a cranberry bog. Those run in family... they own horses. Bonnie writes me letters and tell me how Erica is doing, she loves horses and she is a great rider. I only have one picture of Erica, when she was a baby... she's so cute!! She has a greaty life there and she continues to make me the proudest brother in the whole world. Like how she got an A++ on her last math test and she hates math!! She's so smart... sorry for bragging, but ya know... anyway about 3 months ago my mom tryed to get gaurdianship back. I will not allow it. So i protested, she made me a deal... she can do whatever she wants to me (beat me, burn me, kick me out, ect.) and I can't go the police, my friends/family, or anyone. In return my mom would leave Erica alone... forever. I love her so much, I had to protect her, so I agreed. I didn't tell my friends anything, they all got kind-of mad and I apologize to EVERYONE. But you have to understand... she is everything to me. If I make enouph money I will make her the prinsess of the world, she'll be so spoiled!! I don't get to see her exceot during the summer and on her birthday, which was two weeks ago yesterday. She is seven. My aunt told me she cried 'cause I wasn't there... poor thing. I never told anyone about her, because I wanted to protect her... from everthing. Understand it wasn't that didn't want to but I just couldn't, okay? I missed her birthday because of my bitch mom. My parents won't let me visit her, fuck them I'm going this summer, even if I have to walk. I will fight for my baby sis, I'll fight anyone and everyone. I love Erica. Sweet dreams.
yeah, spring break! No school, just fun and chillin' with friends. Not to mention all the writing time! Benn really depressed lately, so writing should be intresting... Spring Break!
you want depressed? check out my xanga - www.xanga.com/queenofdragons49 . i want to title one of the poems on there but i dont know wat to call it. yes, writing gets interesting when your depressed, thats how i wrote "darkness and purity". i was on the fone actually thinking about what had said to me. then my friend, (rosey) says "ooo, pretty! i want that on my wedding card!" . theres a lot going with my mom too, and i have half a poem constructed, depression somehow gets the words to flow better. i have an autobiography i had to do for english but even pplz who didnt like to read found it interesting. im in brooklyn rite now but ima copy and paste it from my xanga in here. hope you find it interesting! and i hope your upcoming works will be promising as well! - Xtina Maria aka >Kitsune<
yes. But sometimes depression loses the words at the bottom of an empty bottle... anyway, I checked out that xanga site. It was awsome! I really liked that poem you wrote. I created an acount, maggotfifer, on it. I think I'll post Today and Blink on there to start then new stuff. I'll try and add more poems to this one.
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